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"Inaugeration!"

I tuned in and I hope you all did also. Our president is Black! Yes We Did! God bless America!

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"boredom ..."

I am soooo bored. I feel like doing something. I just don't know what. Something to do ... something to do ... OH! I Know! I can blog! ... wait ... I'm doing that ...I'm so bored ...

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"differences ..."

I'm a brand that stands alone. I am no where near normal and I accept that thoroughly. If I don't no one will. It's as if my life is a statement. My purpose defeated everyday by these carbon copies. I'm content with myself but since I am different its as if I'm outcast. Its not a big thing because I feel as if all business is better taken care of alone. And together is just a synonym for no-one. None-the-less I like people. I even have friends. Hard to believe due to my harsh demeanor. But honestly I'm a sweetheart. Just not to those that are non-deserving. But those whom I love dearly get me completely. The issue [[no problem because hence there is no solution]] is so many people think too much alike. Do too much of what they think is correct. But in reality we were created in dissimilar basis. Thats why we are born with different looks, morals, backgrounds, and so much more. Some of us [[myself]] embrace our differences and others ignore them. In the end its what makes us an individual that counts. Because we are not buried 'together'. Just a thought.

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"truthfully speaking ..."

I speak what I believe is the truth. Now what that is called my friend is an opinion. So now you understand why I don't care why you don't accept said opinion. So when you say fatuous remarks pertaining to the things I say ... I laugh. It's quite funny. It lets me know that what I say has some influence on your train of thought. Which is fully contradictory of your statements of my stupidity. Don't get me wrong all influence isn't great influence. But the fact that i get you so feverish over small words that ,regardless of your feelings, will never change, MAKES ME LAUGH HARD. Honestly.

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"you are now about to view a professional at work ..."

Um.... Mr. you kno who you are. How dare you judge this book by its cover? "man you stay with that big pretty smile , giggling ... you can't ... your too much of a 'sweetheart'." Baby, baby, you have no idea. I will show you better than I can say on the internet due to my reputation at stake as the 'sweetheart' but I will have you climbing walls baby. You just don't know. But you will.

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"one moon to the next .."

The days til school are shortening and I can't wait! I'm not one to actuallly enjoy vacations because the whole time I'm just wondering what I could be doing at school or work. But ... this one vacation proposition is stuck in my head. San Antonio, Texas. Now all the details sound so enticing but honestly I could do without the glamour and the glitz. I just want to spend time with him. To understand him more , to be able to see his facial expressions when he speaks, to get that glorious day 3. lol . It's an inside recreation betwen he and I so don't rec your brains nosy people. But yea, I don't need all the extra though it would be nice. I'm a very simple girl. I'm easily pleased with the smallest of things. Thats how I've grown up. We didn't have much and it was 4 of us kids in the household. I mean, I don't settle for less .... but I do settle for enough. ... Man I can sure go for a game of 'Blind Man Bluff'


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"me, myself, and him?"

See theres this guy ... he is amazing to me ... its like I've known him forever ... i think about him too much ... or is it just enough ... I talk to him every chance I get .. [[it isn't considered crazy if he talks back]] he entices me ... new year new life ... see it sounds so perfect despite the part that I'm afraid of so much ... Fact: I am of the female species which inadvertantly means I over think the smallest things. ... see we are growing closer but ... he's so far away ... in another state .. of a different beginning ... out of m comfort zone ... I usually fall for the avereage Joe Smoe Chicago type .... that guy down the street .... or that guy from school/work ... because IDK why ... but distance isn't my only fear ... there's also the fact that I'm skeptical of his feelings ... okay rewind ... I'm skeptical if his feelings are completely genuine ... hell if mine are genuine and not those of the moment ... I mean am I taking the simplest of friendship and complicating it ... hmmm I must think on it or talk about it ... IDK ... all I know is if there was a relationship it would be a good one ....


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"insomniac"

Starin' at the ceiling trying to clear his mind

Cant get any sleep, its almost mornin' time

Recalling the events that led to their break-up

Torn between the thought of moving on or making-up

Then his paycheck is late his bank account isnt filled

Thats bad cause its almost the first of the month and he got bills

To top it off his fridge is empty so theres no food

Might get fired because when hes hungry he has a bad attitude

Has alot of canned goods but no meat

Plus his apartment is cold and he cant afford heat

For a twenty something guy he has mad problems to deal

His friends respect him cause though he struggles he keeps it real

Struggling to pay car notes, bills and tuition

But nothing can kill his soul or take his ambition

He understands that he has to stay realistic

But he is determined not to be another statistic

He will not excape using drugs or homicide

He hates whats on the out but not enough to destroy whats on the inside

So all of his problems he's decide he'd rather keep

Even though they're keepin' him up and he can't sleep

Insomniac

"Sweetest Nightmare"

adrenaline rushes, heavy breathing entails,
its like running down spiral stairs , w/out the rails
blood is pumping, sweat embarks
the brightest light is shining, even though its dark
no noises except of us as we inhale and ex
the temperature rises as our fingers interlock and our vibes connect


then we pause
stop for a second because its madatory
it all helps the cause
so we both decide not to worry
if we'll be able to start over
we know it'll happen
you gripping at my shoulders
on ya neck my finger tips are tappin'


my face turns red and my palms start sweatin'
you just chuckle cause that's ya favorite expression
i laugh w/ you , cause its a chain reaction
our laughter succumbs to our ultimate satisfaction


we stare into each others eyes as we drift off to sleep
now thats one nightmare, i would love to keep

"unfortunatly dear the onlii thing new here is the year"

a new year a new me hunh ... well unlike every other breathing mammal i don't have or believe in new years resolutions .... nah its just a glamorization of false hope towards myself. another lie to my life on the drawing board. ne ways enuff of the madness the only thing im focused on this year is school ... the college life is screaming my name [sada, sada,sada!] and i cant wait. i NEED a job so friggen bad [damn recession] but my confidence and self esteem os at its peek {i look great} my weight is finally stable ... my hair is friggen awesome [random] and my love life is poppin' lol welll its a lil shakey actually ... :/ my mom is so called 'disappointed' that i got a tatoo but i figure she'll get over it . the weather is so fuggin stoopid out here but ill get over it ... im loooking forward to my lil vacation to texas though mmmm day 3 sounds wonderful ... well im gettin sleepy but i just felt as if i had to update at least a lil :) ttyl
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