"Day N' Nite ..."

So I like him but I have no clue how to say it .. but I've said it on more than one occasion to him! This goes beyond my understanding as well, kind people of my blog ... its just I fear the fact that I want another relationship and I may not be ready for one, that and he might not even feel the same way! well what shall I do ... he knows who he is .... and so I will just be at a lost ... bye bye bloggers ...



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"Contradiction at its finest ... guilty as charged .."

I gotta crush on you .. Well you guys I have to come and mend a mistake I made. There was a previous post speaking upon the male species, that has absolutely nothing to do with the poem "Crushin'". See the difference between the two is the first post was for my good friend Regina Taylor, of whom I've known for like 4 years ... and the poem indeed is a personal one about a crush of mines ... soooo with that said, if you are the person reading this (and I hope you are) don't confuse the two posts ... it was just a common confusion between my advice and my real life, which absolutely coincides readers don't get e wrong, but in this case are two completely different situations ... now continue with your lives my good people ...


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.::Baq @ Poetry::.

"Crushin'"
Secret between my self conscious and I
Unable to share my feelings, and I don't understand why
Been honest thus far, so it should come rather easily
Better said than done, so I keep to myself humbly
It's getting harder and harder every time I see your face
Dodging conversation, staying silent while we're in the same place
searching for words to say, but fearing rejection
Keep my cool, I stay calm crack a few jokes start intellectin'
the strongest person I am, left in a weak situation
wonderin' out loud ; is it as big a deal as I'm making?
After all
You're just a normal boy, with a cute smile, and great sense of humor
A good head on your shoulders and a possible bright future
for such a normal boy, its ridiculous how much you stay on my mind
and its insane how much we talk, how much I dedicate my time
As obvious as it is , or might be, i still have my skeptics
Like the possibility that this thing I have for you, might make our friendship hectic
Or the feelings indeed might not at all be vice verse
So to avoid getting turned down
I write my feelings down in my sloppiest most difficult to read cursive
No need to be indignant, with our friendship I'll be satisfied
Until i muster the courage to explain how I feel inside
but damn I'm crushin' hard ...

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"Won't you take me for a spin out, on ya highway ..."

Engines roaring, bodies exploring, Well this is something that is a first on this blog, the first time I've ever really, even brought this subject up... hmmm, SEX .... This is my synopsis, some women love it for alll the wrong reasons ... most men do as well, Men your issue is this, you sometimes only think of yourself, and the impulse control you lack there of, gets you in trouble ... tsk tsk tsk, either stay faithful or keep it in your pants despite what Lil' Wayne and Drake says, you can not fuck every girl in the world! And ladies, speaking not from experience cause of course I handle mines , but the mistake you make is this ... you don't explore or take chances, some of you figure that the extra is not needed, but in order to have a successful love life you have to cater to what he wants and besides the bull-ish you'll never know until you try it .... This however, is a common issue this last one ... you only aim to please yourself ... WRONG ... you should aim to please your partner, while satisfying yourself simultaneuosly ... selfishness gives no progress .... Well I know this is a bit random and out of the blue, but it is a conversation I was having and wanted to further express my opinion... thanks for reading ...

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" A friend in need, is a friend indeed..."

Hey everyone, this one is dedicated to alllll of my friends. i appreciate all of you, so much and I love you all so if you need anything and I got it, you got it. You know exactly who I'm talking to, so yeah don't hesitate to call me... bye :)


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" You, change your mind like a girl changes clothes ..."

Hey blog! Well I just really came here to vent a little bit ... and of course you all will have not a choice but to read it so here goes ..... Um, my guys, please don't take offense, this is not a summation of the whole male species, this is just a quick synopsis of those I have encountered .... so fellas don't just drop me like a bad habit when I say ... Why in all of blue hell do you play so many mind games? I mean come on I know grown mofo's that play more games than a pro football player .... What is the sense of it? Do you take pleasure out of confusing the ish out of the female?

Example A good friend of mines calls me up:
Regina: so there's this guy I been talking to for about 2 months, well I don't know if you can say that we've been talking ....
Sada: What do you mean?
Regina: One day I'm his friend and the next I'm his girl, I'm lost really.
Sada: Did you ask him about it?
Regina: I don't know how!.

(Pause)
Now admittedly this is where we mess up, not knowing how to express our feelings out loud and ish, but come on people REJECTION is a huge fear .... so just bare with us gosh!
(Play)

Sada: Just find a way to say it on the slick you know ...
Regina: Well I will Sada, i guess, but anyways it was nice talking to you, feel a little better, bye!

(Now)
My case is this .... Can there ever be enough communication in a young persons friendship or relationship? The answer will for ever be unknown ... Granted we have a problem with speaking up, but you all have a problem with playing games, be up front with us so we can have the heart to do the same to you. Don't lead us on , and use us as a back up plan, and if its simply on a friend basis in your opinion don't keep us crushin' so we can eventually be crushed ... geez!


"Young minds have no sense, if so they'd be referred as wise."

Put that in your juice box and suck it babes and boo-boos

'deuces'

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"Now all that's left of me, is what I pretend to be ..."

Hey peoples, welll lately has been very depressing for me ... I lost a family member and a dear friend, I've been dealing with a lot of stress as far as school, and I haven't found a job yet ... a lot I know right, so that is the ultimate reason , besides my female confusion , and lack there of understanding people ... another issue for another time ... anyways I was feeling very blue yesterday honestly and a phone call from a friend made me feel competely better ... thus I'm blogging lol, well here goes it ... thanks Michael for making me feel better even if it wasn't your initutive , I appreciate it dearly ... well I'm going to get out of here dolls, and darlings ... sweet dreams ...

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