"&& Thats how you let the beat build b***ch..."

Hey all ... long time since the last time lol .. well I been busy busy busy, everything has been going on I haven't touched down to reality yet! I know , Sada slow down. Trust me I tell myself that every day! Anyways I been tryna settle down and enjoy the rest of my summer but its not going as planned. I'm not missing out on too much I guess. Theres this dude , not gonna inclose his name right now so be patient geez! And i'm diggin him , its crazy as hell. He know it , cocky ass. but thats so sexy to me ... Anyways!! Uhmmmm, oh yea I'm going to be a nurse now, so yay me for the new career move! And I talked to my best boy from Florida. It was good to hear from him, I miss him a lot and he seems to be doing well, which is a good thing because I wouldn't wanna have to bomb Pinsicola! lol just kidding, but for him I will. Uhmmm nothing really new as far as anything but what I've said so yerrr.... but I am going out this weekend and depending how it goes a certain someone will be introduced to "Sada Says," so look out for that . But until then deuces and hard candy bitches !!!


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"So What..!!"

Turns out it wasn't meant to be again lol ... dumped his ass like a bad habit ... but life goes on really. I was going to turn into this heartless bitch but then i got a phone call .... I'm telling you all right now ... he got it {what I need}. But this was a random post , I was just breezing through peoplez. ttyl


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"Cause the first one he don't really seem like he know what to doo ..."

So right now I'm a lil' pissed off. The guy I'm with is going through this depressing moment, fuck the world type stuff, and I don't even get a warning of this bitch fit. Its so unfair to keep me shut out. He need to et on his job like for real, cause I got a long line of potential number twos.


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"Ahhh .... stop bitchin'!..."

So its five in the morning and i can't sleep. Well I went to sleep and now I'm up again.I had a dream that was actually based on true events. I was walking along side a friend . We were walking back to my house from Walgreens after finding out the liquor store was indeed closed. Lol he didn't have the hook up like he thought he did. So were walking and he's eating Sour Punch straws and I'm eating Sour Gummy Starburst. He goes,"So how do they taste?" I go,"try it!" and proceed to shove one down his throat . A nice gesture I guess because he ate it lol. Then he gives me a straw and we have another random ass conversation about nothing. Yet we laugh all the way to my house. When we make it home we say our goodbyes because I think hes going home and apparently so does he. We hug and he picks my tall ass up, lol. Funny to him scary to me I'm not comfortable with my feet off the ground. Then he decides he has nothing better to do so he stays til like one in the morning. We have a good time chatting with my little brothers, which I find surprising.

I mean dude, my little brothers don't even like me lol. But this douche. JK. He leaves and promises to call when he makes it around the corner to his house lol. He calls and we talk til like 3 in the morning before he realizes he has work. Thus I am here now . On a leather couch blogging. I woke up crying , and I have no clue why. Let me put it this way, the last time I cried was at my uncle Bills funeral. I don't cry often, and when I do it usually has a purpose. This interrupted slumber is one of many questions.One? Why the hell am I crying at five in the morning, as if I'm not weird enough. Two, why is this person the object of my dreams lately. I am very much confused at this point. And I'm obviously at wits end because I don't know how to stop it. I don't know if it should be stopped.

My point is this. I usually have an answer to everything. I usually know why weird outburst of crying occur. I usually happens when i miss someone. My subconscious is doing every bit of kicking my ass right now. I hear it telling me to let it go, its not serious ,dude he's not even thinking of you. And right now I can hear him telling me, "Ahhh, stop bitchin'!"



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